I’d hate to blame it on the cosmos or weather but I could really use someone’s daughter tonight. I’m usually someone who keeps sexual thoughts to myself but lately I’m just morally weak, like I want to fuck just once and I’d be cool for a good minute. I witness myself go through this every once and awhile, where stuff like this would happen. Sooner than later I’m probably going to make a regrettable decision that I deserve before November let’s out or act weird about it all and exercise self control I really don’t have. I think the best way I can explain my ill feeling towards just sex is not wanting to feel desperate.

This goes beyond porn and masturbation too which is probably strengthening my dismay. I’m horny, I’m loose, I’m thirsty, I just wanna fuck sum’n and get over this feeling and go back to reaaaaaally wanting to have sex with someone I dig rather than the idea of any sex.

I actually look the way I feel too, my beard’s way off my face as an extension of my sexually frustration and I look like a deprived piece o’ shit.